FINISHED THE NEXT DAY

Finished the next day
On the table lying is a shred of paper
I’m writing a letter that you’ll throw away anyway
My feelings are like you not care
You only love your dreams

I love you, screaming into the night
The body grips in helplessness
Can’t help me anymore

You think it’s a trick
Your dreams will kill me
I don’t know what happened
You’re a butterfly which tooks in its head
That love doesn’t like it
The world is vain
Nobody knows that I was alive

As if the world was dead
I don’t know how much you know
Finished the next day
I lie in bed
I’m thinking about what just happened
I don’t know what’s next
I want it to end the next day

(1999)